Friday, September 11, 2009

starving

patience begins to grip me tighter
this feeling is strong and its getting harder
to control myself, control this urge
i pray to god this disease to purge

i plead for his help once again
i curse out your name, and call you my friend
i hope these scars quickly will mend
then here comes my razor hungry again

eating its may across my skin
with every cut i bleed out my sin
let me repay you with blood
to reach forgiveness i have to let out the flood

im guilty, anything but innocent
but the razor is indifferent
it doesent care what i did then
its just hungrier than its ever been

it wants more than my flesh now
it wants to bleed me out
to allow it to feast
to finally kill the beast.

1 comment:

jo.brew. said...

everything you write is so beatiful.