every time i see here, i forget how to speak
im falling deeper and deeper
but i can't see where im falling
i haven't hit the ground, but i'm already sprawling
I'm a mixtape for every occasion
a song for everything ive been chasin'
a perfect playlist for every situation
ill tear you apart and put you back together
we may just be the pieces
but we still need to fit
even if only for a bit
sont you come fit with me?
this is where we stop trying
and just start to be
let the pieces fall where they may
and stop worrying if everything will stay
This is the end of the beggining for us
there's nothing that we are missing
there is nothing more that we need
and no were not special dont ever think we ever were.
that why most night we dont stop when we slur
until were taken apart and put back in the box
weve got it all bottled up, but we havent stopped drinking.
we all start off as starngers hoping to be more
but well wind up puked out wasted on the floor
were shipwrecking all over the shore
and were driven by the sensation of bore.
im the last of the dancefloor romantics
you'll fall in love with my innocent antics
i'll orchestrate our body like a symphony
ill let you know hot to see blindly.
but i know your gonna get bored
when you realize i dont know how to change
you'll dance to this beat i call my shame
and you'll insist i have no one else to blame.
it's harder than anything else
to feel alone when im not home
ill start to miss you when your around
because i see your starting to change.
as we float down the river i tossed in my paddle
im leaving where were headed up to you
i lay in this bed and pray for my savior
hopefully she realized how much i missed her
i swear i once tried to change
all i did was end up more deranged
now that im home whos gonna rescue me
lord only knows how many times i tried myself
i know how you feel when you say you'r hurting
but that tone of desolation never stopped the flirting
ill trust that you'r honest im quite easily a fool
but i guess nobody said this wouldnt be cruel
lets skip this conversation and just keep making more fuel
im constantly drinking myself into a new metaphor
one that your memory is responsible for
ill lease you my soul out like a cheap whore
because nothing seems to fit anymore
i force the pieces together trying to fit
and it works for now, but really thats it.
realistically that all i should hope for
im still young but stability is still what i want more
you said no just like i knew it would be
i felt your skin against mine and somehow became free
i dont need anything more right now
i dont think i will for quite awhile
but if you need something else than thats ok
im still here, the same as when you loved me.
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