im tired of the way you make me feel.

not even you.

but your memory

even your friends.

sometimes im getting better.

i feel like life is getting better.

than one person will say a sentence to me.

and it all comes undone.

please just fuck right off.

your memory is losing its taste.

you'r not the angel i once thought you were.

now your merely a ghost.

and its not even your fault

nobody is to blame.

my emotions are just out of whack

blame this disorder for the monster it's created.

im scared of myself.

i dont know what ill do next.

and i dont even care.

what happens to me next.

i just want this to stop.

i dont want to be like this anymore.

i cant believe i got just what i wanted.

i mean, im not really surprised, i usually do.